iight yall.....just ta let yall kno, i didnt write that last journal....dat was Amy`s stupid self. and i do think amy is a bad mom. as a matter of fact, i kno shes a bad mom. she do it again and she gonna be so sry. anyways, everythings been ok lately. i went to toledo and got ma hair did. it look so cute. today, i looked really cute. i did ma hair, make-up, and my nails. i look so cute. in case yall dont kno me, i dont ever wear make-up or nail polish. me and greg is friends again. y? i have no clue. he gets on ma nerves alot. everything else`s has been good. i got ta talk to Jaydene on saturday. i still miss her. and yea, i still hate amy.

~becky~

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everyone

I'M A BITCH!!!!! AND I KNOW IT.. AND I DON'T THINK AMY IS A BAD MOM

so i aint written in a week. big deal. anyways, last week was a busy and pissy week. last thursday, i think it was, me and greg go into a big ass fight. he gonna stand in da middle of da street callin me a hoe and a slut. he was yellin dis and i was like, im da hoe but i`m still a virgin right greg? he pissed me off sooooo bad. i told him he gonna get his ass beat. he gonna be on ma friends phone, talkin shit to my older bro. he say he gonna whoop him and all dat. but as u should kno, greg just likes ta talk alot of shit.  then, he called my cell and tried to apoligize to me. i was like oh hell no. i told him he still gonna get his ass beat and i aint gonna be his friend no more. im tired of tryin and im tired of him hurtin me. me and him is done. on friday, i found out ma friend beat up 1 of ma gurls. HE made her bleed. i was pissed. on top of dat, her sister`s friend gonna push her and say i hate u. i was like hell naw. i was gonna to her house dat night too but i wasent allowed. so i stayed der on saturday. her mom went out dat night and her friends came ta pick her up. her 1 friend is fine as hell. i aint playin. he was so fine. on sunday, dat gurl dat pushed ma gurl came back over wit ma gurls sister. she gonna be actin all fake. actin like she her friend. i was gettin mad cuz she knew she didnt like her so she didnt need to pretend. school has actually been pretty good. aint hurt nobody. im goin to d.c. in may. i cant wait. i got my t-shirt for my group pic while we`re der. cant wait. i also get to go to cedar point. i aint been der yet so i cant wait. now dat amy has jaydene back, its not very good. Jaydene has hoofed mouth disease which is where u get blisters in ur mouth and her mouth was bleedin da other day. she also has and ear infection in both ears. i miss her so much. i wanna hurt amy for lettin her get dis sick. its a bunch of bull. now, der both in kentucky. dey is only der for 2 weeks. amy got fired from wal*mart. aint dat funny yall. i started rollin when i heard dat. i was like, how u get fired from wal*mart?

~becky~

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everyone

SPECIFIC:

Jaydene

i hate my cousin sooo much!!!!!yea, im talkin to u amy. yesterday, she came to my house to visit her daughter, Jaydene. later last night, she brought a cop over to our house. she knew that she couldnt get her daughter with out bringin a cop wit her so thats wat she did. we we`re in the process of gettin custody of her. she had not seen Jaydene in 5 weeks. she has a job but she didnt give my mom or her mom no money ta take of Jaydene. she dont even need her. ever since she was born, me, my aunt, amy`s friend and my mom have bascially been taken care of her. she always dumps her on someone else. she always wants someone to watch her. Jaydene got scabies cuz of amy. where she was stayin, she didnt clean da house. i cant believe she calls herself a mother. she dont even deserve that title. and amy, u wont have jaydene for long.....we`re gonna get her back. its just like greg said, when jaydene gets older, she wont kno who her mom or dad is. she had so many different women take care of her dat it aint funny. amy, u dont deserve to be my best friend no more. i hate u. i wanted to punch u soo bad and u kno i would have done it too. now, yall dat be readin dis, tell me dat aint wrong. it is aint it?

~becky~

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everyone

things have been good. Liz went to church yesterday morning but the ony problem was that i wasent der. i was mad. school was ok today. i ain treally got much ta say cuz aint much happened.

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everyone

SPECIFIC:

Kenzie-she went through some things last week that werent very goo